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These are the people that have inspired me and continue to do so in almost everything I do.

Thank you so much for all of your wonderful artwork and words that have helped, and continue to help me become a better artist!!



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Weather it be their unique style, awesome characters, good ideas or great company--
These people are definitely worth checking out!

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( Well... what are you waiting for? )



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Alright, so let me start with the basics; I will be going on a hiatus, and I will not post anything but commissions, other art I owe. and maybe some paypal adoptables to help me get over this mountain that is my situation.   

My reason for doing so is this: I have serious family issues that need dealing with and need dealing with now.
Between my neglectful, drunken douche of a father trying to rule my life, abusive brother and the depression that's been creeping up behind me I'm about ready to lose it big time. 

This afternoon I woke up and was told that I need to get a job or get out; and though that in itself isn't a problem, there are complications that my dad does not, and likely will never understand or accept.

1. I am a poor multitasker, and I am currently struggling to finish the twelfth grade after having dropped out of public school two years ago. I don't have much left to do -- but I have a deadline. This is the last year I am able to get free education and if I let it slip finishing highschool is going to be a bitch. I have tried working a job while completing school and it did not work. Not at all. I was so easily overwhelmed and lost I didn't know what to do with myself.
2. I suffer from sever social anxiety that drives me to fear encountering other people outside my home or comfort zone -- this is serious enough that I have been rushed the the hospital because of panic attacks in the past. I have a history of being bullied both physically and verbally, and now I'm terrified to walk out of my own front door if it means having to interact with strangers. 
3. I am clinically diagnosed with three types of depression -- one of which becomes particularly active around this time of year with the lack of sunlight and vitamins. I have been struggling with mental issues for years, but recently it's grown out of hand with the stress levels. I have been taken to the hospital within the past two weeks for attempted suicide -- my father promised me help, but like most of his words in the last two years it was nothing more than empty words that have yet to bare fruit. He said outright that I was doing it for the attention. I don't have a family doctor, and I don't have support from my local family; and it's fucking hard. 

In addition to these things, I am still adjusting from a move -- I have been living out of a suitcase in my own home since mid August and I have none of my usual material resources available that I usually have. 

I have no support for my hobbies, passions or what I do. I have been told right to my face that drawing and writing are useless talents that are better off discarded -- that I should stop immediately or I will fail in life. My brother is the biggest and the most outright rude critic in the world when it comes to it. My dad is an ignorant sack of shit. My love for drawing and role-playing is looked down upon every day I live. Fact of the matter is -- if I can't get enough money to pay rent in my home, I'm going to need to get rid of the things that enable me to do my so called 'useless talents' just to stay living here and If I can't do the one thing that's keeping me grounded, I have no idea what I'll do. I want to stay living here; I have nowhere else I can go that meets my needs like this place does as much as it sucks to say. 

If you haven't already picked up on this -- I have zero respect left for the family I live with. My dad abandoned me a long time ago, and though he recently came back, he's already preparing to do it over again. I feel neglected and I feel unloved my him, and I am done with trying to patch our relationship. 

My space is not respected, my things are not respected, my feelings and my passions are not respected. 

I can do what I'm being asked -- but I cannot do it at the speed expected of me. 
I can support myself -- but I shouldn't have to respond to threats 
I can pull through this -- but I can't do it and think about DA at the same time


I usually keep my personal problems to myself on a public scale --
but this is something that needs to happen so that I can get back on my feet. 

I am crying for help -- I am begging for support. 
I have nowhere else to turn. 
So please bare with me. 
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About Me




| Jackelfoot |

Pan | Jackel | Joojoo | Crazybluepanther | Jaklin


| Medium |

Pencil / Paper, Copic markers,
Paint tool Sai , Water color pencils


| Interests |

Homestuck, Reading, Writing, Art ,
Anime , Gore / action genre , Yaois,
Animals, Warrior Cats, Warcraft,
Loud music , Fire, Animation, bats,
Girly Guys, Roleplay,


| What's She Like? |

I'm a kid through and through --
I love casual chats and acting silly,
running around in the rain and having fires.
Openly friendly --
I have a fat old cat and two ferrets who I love to death.
I must keeps things organized at all times or I explode!
I have a love for fantasy creatures and original species.
I'm very open minded and I love trying new things.
If you know me -- You'll never get a hold of me.
I'm easily intimidated and very shy.
Azure is my favorite color.



I read all my comments
I consider all critiques
I love all my watchers
I appreciate all my friends

Deidara is great
Zenith is better

I'm number one by BurgerBunny

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1. 'Mothy' -- Button - Paid by happy-gurl -- DragonHeartWolf Progress Bar - Starting by Oceannist


2. 'Mila' -- Button - Paid by happy-gurl -- CatysKeeper Progress Bar - Starting by Oceannist


3. 'Natori' -- Sauriv Progress Bar - Inking by Oceannist


4. Design Trade -- Joel-Kingdom Progress Bar - Shading by Oceannist




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2. Trollsona 2 -- Button - Paid by happy-gurl -- KeeperOfTheMind Progress Bar - Inking (wo) by Oceannist

3. Teredo -- Button - Paid by happy-gurl -- KeeperOfTheMind Progress Bar - Inking (wo) by Oceannist

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:icontehsnowflake:
TehSnowflake Featured By Owner 4 days ago
I love your artwork!! :heart:
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Hootsx Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wowie thanks for the watch! ;w;
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Curvy-tribal Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thx once more for the fav and the watch ;)
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Curvy-tribal Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you very much for the fav
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D-Mau5 Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Img 20141017 152708 by Deadmau5ever
guESS WHO GOT A NEW EVERYTHING
LEONIDAS DID
HAHAHAH
sketched that todat at school :Y
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